gambar hiasan - anak buah i nie ;) rinduuuu :(
aku suka berkawan . walaupun sometimes somewhere ada ja yang kata aku nie sombong . whatsoever lahh yang penting bila once aku kenal someone tu , aku memang jadi peramah gila oinkoink ! :D okayy , kalau aku dahhh start perangai sengal and mulut membebel non-stop tuu , itu tandanya aku comfortable berkawan dengan korang . haha :D I just can't stop talking even there's nothing to talk about , I still wanna talk :D
but there is something yang i hate about most people . I dont care lahh hidung kau macam oinkoink , dahi kau luas macam sawah padi kaa , gigi kau bertingkat2 , badan kau gemok , or anything im-perfection yang kau nampak pada diri kau , I dont care about all those . Cuz , aku ikhlas berkawan dengan korang , aku tak pandang pun kau cacat fizikal or mental sebab aku tau yg cacat mental tu aku , hahaha :D
cuma 1 je lahh , aku benci orang yang split personality nie . alaaaaa , saje nak guna bahasa cun sikit . maksud dia , talam dua muka lahhh . seriously , I dont give a damn about your bullshits okay . Aku menyirap gila bila ada kawan yang :
- suka sangat paksa aku buatt something tu pastu bila aku tak nak , dia merajuk !
- suka sangat lempang aku . pelan2 takpe , jangan ar kuat sangat gila
- bergurau time aku tengah badmood . seriously aku macam nak debik kau .
- kawan yang bajet baik jer kat depan aku , tapi kat belakang aduyai ! macam singa rebonding (huh ?)
- orang yang tak ikhlas -,-
- offer nak bagi ini nak bagi itu , nak ajak g sini , nak ajak g situ , tapi hangat2 tahi rabbit !
- kawan yang cepat sangat terasa and tak faham gurauan padahal dah lama berkawan
okayy , tiba2 aku demanding pula pasal kawan . tapi susah lahh dapat kawan yang terlalu banyak meragam and haishhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh , stress ja dibuatnya .
Okay lahh , calm your tense ya and hayati video ini :)
hahahahahaha :D my favourite video of all time ! :D

the boredom that kills =='
i don't understand why the certain of everybody love weekends . For me , weekends and weekdays are just the same because I feel bored everyday :D Maybe because I'm still stuck in this woods , non-virgin jungle where my campus of college located . I am totally fucked up in this retarded place but I have to calm my tense and just ignore my surroundings . Education is on top of everything , so I have to stay cool . (fingers cross)
Despite of my boredom , I would like to tell a story of how I spend my day today . NO ONE CARE ACTUALLY but since I don't have anybody to talk to , I just let it out here on my loyal pinky blog which I designed myself . Okay , I actually didn't expect that today is my monthsary with my baby . yelahh , I never look up to dates and time and I don't even have a calendar on my notice board . I thought 15th January will be landed on Wednesday . Unfortunately , it was today . it is today indeed . Ignore my grammar :)
I am penny-less to prepare a monthsary present for my baby . So I wrote "Happy 18th Monthsary bee" on my notebook , took picture with and upload it :D I don't know what would I be without the internet :D So here it is :
Haha :D Ignore my bad hand-writing :) I'm not very good at it . and I even spammed ejaam's wall with those not-so-flowery monthsary wishes :)
Okay :) Sweetnyerrrr I kann . OUHH I KNOW ;)

ku tak sanggup melihat kau terseksa :')
Aku fikirkan mendung berterusan
Tapi kini mentari muncul lagi
Ku rasa kembali kehangatannya
Maafkan aku meniggalkanmu
Itu kulakukan kerana cintaku padamu
Ku tak sanggup melihat kau tersiksa
Tuhan saja yang tahu perasaanku
Berperang dengan suasana
Hinggakanku terpaksa meninggalkanmu
Kerana tak sanggup melihat kau menderita
Menyesalnya ku kerana menyangkal
Nasib tak menyebelahi
Cinta dan hidup kita
Syukur Tuhan masih sayang pada kita
Masih sayang, masih ada cinta
Maafkan aku meninggalkanmu
Itu kulakukan kerana cintaku padamu
Ku tak sanggup melihat kau tersiksa
and , what was that supposed to mean ? lemme tell you what . That cupid moments happen when you like to match-making your single friends . I love it when I could help my friends get who they want ,or help anybody woo my friends . HAHA :D this little idiot stupid dumb dumb thing I used to behave with remind me of my old-times-favourite song which is still so cool to me :)
i love you like a love song travie mcCoy !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ;)